Thursday, March 31, 2011

Special for My Beloved



I found this blog. I never think there would be a human who dedicate his or her time writing a blog for their pet. But I found this family and I've been touched. I love the way they love their pets. Reading their blog makes me feel that I'm not alone. I'm a kind of person who love animal so much that I can spend most of my free time with them. Recently I lost one of my cat. A baby named Unyu. She died in an accident. It was an awful experience for me, a very dramatic tragedy, a very hard times. I'll put some notes from this blog, notes that reminds me of her, makes me realize that she is happy up there waiting for me to come and play again someday...

Note from heaven:
"I know in time that you will see, the kindness that you did for me. Although my tail its last has waved, from pain and suffering I've been saved."

What is a cat?
Gentle eyes... that see so much... paws that have... the quiet touch... Purrs to signal... "all is well"... and show more love... than words can tell... Graceful movements... touched with pride,... a calming presence... by our side... A friendship... that will last and grow-small wonder why we love them so.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

..graduation..



What they said is true..
There are moments that every single man has inside..
Moments that cannot be deleted..
Moments that stay alive till we die..
Moments that cannot be changed though we want them to be..
Moments that keep us shed our tears and laugh out loud every time they pop up in mind..
Moments that change us as human even our future..
Moments that we always keep to ourselves..

This song and the clip always stay in my mind, sometimes popping up and play it self, make me cry and laugh out loud..even couple of minutes ago the model's short hair came across my mind when I thoght about getting a new hair cut??  complete with her colour of tank top and the pattern of her skirt, even her white sandals...hahaa.. LOL XD
I shed my tear..

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

..between my hectic days..

Late post again...I just feel bad just keeping them inside the draft box, though actually I wrote this on Nov 2010 hehe..

I'm not in the mood of writing actually...
Busy days always follow me. I feel so exhausted. When I got home doesn't mean I can get some rest, I have to prepare for my Comprehensive test and UKDI. That's terrible. I can't even think in this condition. Lazy lazy and lazy, I prefer to sleep all day just like yesterday.

Yesterday I came back from Merapi doing my Job as a volunteer for 12 hours. I got home at 12 am in the morning. I was soooooo sleepy and tired. I slept. And woke up at 5 am for worship. Slept again. Woke again at 8 for breakfast. And slept again until 1 pm. Hehe...yeah that's terrible.

Between this hectic times, fortunately I still got time to spent outside with people I love, refreshing, doing what we like.

Like few days before, I went out with Rahma for shopping. She needs a pair of new shoes. She fell in love with 2 pairs of white and red wedges from Jolie Jewelry Shop. She insisted me to try them on. FYI, I hate high heels, I don't have any high heels until my age 24. I don't wear them. But I think I like how my self look in this one...


A bit regret, why didn't I buy it ;(






Monday, March 7, 2011

..Saturday Night..

Pardon my timing on posting, because I wrote this last sat nite but I couldn't post it at the same time so... 

This is like the ten-thousand-and-whatever sat nite I enjoy alone at home. Yes, i'm home alone (again). Parents went to shop and little sista went for doing the youth things which are dinner at the famous local cafe with some friends look for a cute looking guy to make fun of. Yeah, that times...been thru it..

Now here I am finding my self writing such weird stuff. Off the bubbling. So I found that pic on tumblr. It was from Delilah's blog. It captured my eyes. Simple but yeah, that's the thing that always happen to me almost every night.

Jump off to another topic!

So these days are (finnally) my free days. I got almost a month to rest my mind from hectic things allied to uni and stuffs. Some of my friends use these days to make money from secretly working at clinics, some more prefer to hold a wedding. I am far from that, I prefer to sit everyday infront of my purplylappy doing my writing to gain some money, not much but as long as I can deposit them to my bank account then that's enough for me.

Ok, speaking of wedding, three days ago one of my bestie was married. She choose to be a wife at 24. Well, that's normal but since we are friends for almost more then ten years, we grew up together, I feel that we are still little girls. Well, she looks so happy that day. I went on the occasion with my other bestie. After the wedding ceremony over, we went to grab some ice cream. It was sunny day, water or tea from the party were not enough for our thirst, we need ice cream! something more cooling...








Well, beside chillin out with green tea and three colours ice cream, we had a chit chat about marriage in our perception. Mostly we have the same opinion that marriage is very sacred and we don't wanna ruin them just because of love. Yeah, I think this five words is cruel to us as woman. Woman tend to fall in love easily to a man whose mastering 'seduction technique'. As woman, we should remember that every man was created with the ability to seduce woman, so it's not a big deal for them to do that even if they never done that before! They only need sometime to refresh their skill then whalaa! They melt you...


It's not that if they can fullfiling your need of attention then they are fall in love with you 100 %. No, it's not like that, woman. Man are just man. A creation of God who brought to us as a completion for the half of our biologycally social reproductive needs. Just like us to them. So for that, I prefer to choose the best seed, because from the best for the best. Seed here doesn't only mean the sperm they bring to our ovum, but also their inner personality and way thingking, especially for some detail dealing with life ahead, dealing with me, dealing with our marriage, our family. That was one of my way on thinking about marrying someone.


Off to another topic again...I guess it's my longest post in these several month *sigh*

Lately I design a dress to wear for a medical conference next saturday. Since the conference is the requirement for my graduation, each of us got 2 meters of Batik cloth to wear as a uniform but they allowed us to wear it in different models. So I keep brain storming about what kind of model that suit best. I end up designing a medium batik baloon dress. You can see the result here here

The Longest Post Ended.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

You and I (By Chance)


Hi
Girl you just caught my eye
thought I should give it try
and get your name & your number
go grab some lunch & eat cucumbers
WHY, DID I SAY THAT?
I don’t know why.
But you’re smilin’ & it’s something’ i like
on your face, yeah it suits you
girl we connect like we have bluetooth
i don’t know why
I’m drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we’d equal two?
and this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add then subtract
You & I
could be like sonny & cher
honey & bears
You & I
could be like aladdin & jasmine
lets make it happen
La La’s
Hey
How’ve you been?
I know that it’s been awhile.
Are you tired cause you’ve been on my mind
runnin’ thousand & thousands of miles
Sorry, I know that line’s outta style
but you
you look so beautiful on this starry night
loving the way the moonlight catches your eyes & your smile
i’m captivated
your beauty is timeless never outdated
i don’t know why
I’m drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we’d equal two?
and this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add then subtract
babe
its been 5 years since that special day
when I asked you on our first date
i guess it’s safe to say
Let me say
you look beautiful on our wedding day

By Chance (you and I) : J.R.A